I learned that even though I still make mistakes, they are not rookie rookie mistakes. They are mistakes I need some fine-tuning on. Furthermore, I learned that I can manage to dig myself out of a hole if the market provides me with such opportunity.
It feels so good to be in the thick of things again! After leaving the mentoring group at the end of last month I was sooo ready to get started ‘on my own’. Then the whole US elections happened and I had to sit on my hands the entire time prolonging the time for me to prove to myself that I can do this. I was going a bit crazy to find something to fill the gap to be honest. Good thing I already am crazy. Better than being normal: can I get a hallelujah!! 🙂 We all have these voices in our heads doubting and sometimes creating havoc but knowing that you know what to do when the time calls for it is golden my friend… Gold. That only comes with experience. Never doubt yourself and your abilities even when others do. They don’t know what you know. They can’t. They don’t give a fuck. They don’t have to. Just you give a fuck. Now go on and give more fucks about yourself! 😛